Something i am learning as a mother: you must get at least 30min of "me" time each day... or else... you WILL lose your mind... and get a headache.
We have had a long few days. I have been meaning to write for days about everything that has been going on...like the other day when i got to taste my own breast milk (via Danika's barf when i was kissing her), or about the endless search for a home... but i have been so busy and soooo tired!
Well to sum it up... there is not much to rent in this town. on the bright side we did go apply for public housing assistance and found out that section 8 opened the waiting list for like a day... and we got on! yey! now we just have to wait the rest of our lives to get it... :/
but really... i know god has a plan for us.
I believe that when times get so hard you cant bare it... and you start to ask "why?" its all for the best.
most would cry and hate the world for coming down so hard on them. and in ways i think everyone does... even me for a bit... but everything happens for a reason... to grow, to learn, to become a better person, the person you are meant to be... and in some cases you may have a path you are choosing for yourself and god has a better plan in mind... sometimes we cant see the signs... so god has to beat us down to the point where we have no other options to chose for our self and we have to follow his lead and just trust that through all the hardship... god will bring us out of it safe and where we need to be. Faith is a struggle... but if kept... will lead you home. I want to be home.
in other news we went to the flee market the other day and found Danika a "winnie the pooh" crib projector for $1... I'm such a good shopper :) then we went for a walk and stopped in a store and sat in a massage chair that almost broke me in half! I'm not friggin kiddin... i had to scream for someone to let me out. it trapped my arms and feet and left me helpless! God forbid I get taken from this world by a massage chair.
Today we were going to look at a townhouse. as we were on the way there i got the call that the lady didn't have the key... so we had to reschedule for tomorrow. so as I'm turning around my mother tells me to cruise around for a min and we stumble upon another townhouse that we were interested in online but was $50 more a month then our budget... well we took it as a sign and called them up and checked it out. this place has 3 master bedrooms! that's right... i said 3! small living space but it was very nice and it has a nice deck and was a corner unit. i really want a house but we have to find something in our range and I'm letting the universe lead this time. tomorrow we get to see the place we didn't get to see today... wish us luck :)
now time to feed the baby and get some much needed rest.
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