its been a while... Ive been focused on other tasks. before anything else let me say Danika goes into surgery in a few hours. 
to catch up she has been very interested in learning how to crawl. she babbles and sucks her lip. she now can move her self out of a crawl position into a sitting position all on her own and is up on her knees more and more.... well she still cant go forward but she does this thing where she scoots backwards all the way down and spins a U Turn to come back. crafty to get what she wants =) my smart kid (proud mommy moment)
It makes me sad that she is going to be bound up in arm braces aka NoNo's... she almost has crawling down and now we have to take it away. well anyway... here are some random pics to bring everything up to date =) pics are the best part anyway right ? :
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| look mom no hands :) |
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| Sick Face |
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| We were both sick with a cold ad Dani had a double ear infection. the Dr gave her meds and everything is now good to go for surgery |
we got the ok from Danika's Dr she is good to go. time to sleep a little before its too late. Surgery in a few hours. Prayers everyone!
Ok I'm going to end with something random... this may sound a bit "Hippie" and so be it... i don't know who believes in the power of energy and spiritual experiences... signs and gut feelings... anyway this point... I've been feeling a lot of emotions around death and pregnancy. i havent been able to eat all day feeling sick to my stomach at times. in a way it makes sense because life and death go hand in hand. I'm not sure what it means but years ago i was very on point with these things and its all random. some may say womens intuition. so my question to my self is who? someone is either pregnant or passing... at least my gut is saying so.
P.S. for all who think I'm crazy... i don't care ;)
time for bed... Lord bless the hands of Danika's Surgeon. May his vision be clear and let his hand be still. No more scars on eyebrows. Let him love my child and not let pride keep him from doing what is best for my child. Amen
