we have been searching for a home for so long. we cant afford anything. we have already had to cancel Danika's first surgery because the Dr wont do it until we are settled into a clean stable home. i cant believe all of its happening all at once. I'm so tired of looking at these slum pits and having everything nice get taken up like candy with us falling to the bottom of the totem pole. we have applied for every H.U.D. program public housing and section 8... all of which are months of waiting. my unemployment finally came through but only because we had to write a letter to the senator. i really couldn't believe that worked. I'm for sure voting this Nov. Danika was denied SSD/SSI... don't ask why... there is no reason...and now i have to appeal. we just aren't making enough to live. if i find a job and find a place id lose the job when she had her surgery and i need to take off for 5 months to care for her. ending us right back where we started. but we aren't even that lucky. but today we may have found hope... there is a program that renovates homes and rents them cheap for low income families. they sound nice and are a good size. god i hope this is what we are searching for. i just want my baby to be able to have her surgery and have a clean home. i even emailed the owners begging them not to do this to us. they only cared about their own interests. their son and daughter in law are moving in here and while they are military and can rent anywhere they still found the need to kick a family out and deprive a baby girl of her chance to have her surgeries. soulless people.
she is starting to babble and play with toys and chuckle every now and then. OMG i love this kid so much. no matter how sad life gets me... i just look at her and cant help but smile. to spite how hard thing have gotten by having a baby and putting e in this situation... i wouldn't change a thing. she has my heart.. and I'm the luckiest mommy in the world.
danika is a beauty, lucky to have such a strong mommy! -arieal
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